Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Temple Lights!!
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Sunday, December 7, 2008
Back in the Hospital!!!
Hannah and Daddy after the colonoscopy!!
Dan & I both felt OK with this because we just wanted to figure out what was going on!!! WELL.... the Meckal scan came back neg. which was good, but I was really hoping that was the answer. It was an answer and easily fixed. SO onto other tests. The next day they decided on a colonoscopy. At 2:00 we were told "NO MORE FOOD" well that is like a death sentence to a 4 yoar old on steroids!!!!! It was pure torture. Screaming & yelling at us & the doctors "WHY WERE WE BEING SO MEAN AND NOT LETTING HER EAT????" Too take some time away we went down to the playroom. There was a little girl exzactly the same age as Hannah, with blond hair, blue eyes..... she was SO swollen she looked pregnant. IT was so sad. I was talking to her mom and found out she had NEPHROTIC SYNDROME also. At that moment I felt so blessed that Hannah had never gotten that bad (knock on wood). The poor little girl was miserable. I talked more with her mom about a vitamin I think I am going to try!!!!!
We started an IG tube that goes down the nose into the stomach at 6:00 or so..... This was giving her the medicine to start making her poop!! During the night she pulled it out and they put another one in. She was sedated so she slept though most of the events that night. Lucky for her!!!! She was totally cleaned out by about 8:00 am and slept until noon. The colonoscopy was at 3:30 so we had a few hours of dealing with NO FOOD... IT was tough, but we made it. The results were GOOD. THey found "lymphatic nodules" that had been irritated by either an allergic reaction to food or a virus. So as a precaution, we are cutting out milk for a month and keeping a close eye on all potty breaks!!!!!
We are SO thankful to all of you, to our doctors that helped through this very frustration time, and especially for our family for taking care of TAYLOR, ETHAN, & MAKENA. AND the much needed visits to keep Hannah occupied!!!!!
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Sunday, November 30, 2008
Update #2
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Thursday, November 27, 2008
HANNAH UPDATE
We are keeping a close eye on her an are hoping to make it to the next week!!!!! We'll keep ya posted!!!!
P.S. this picture was when she just woke up, she doesn't always look this way!!!!
Posted by Becky Darling at 6:41 AM 1 comments
I AM THANKFUL FOR.....
I WOKE UP THIS MORNING AT 6:00 AM. I COULDN'T BREATH (THANKS TO SHARING DRINKS WITH HANNAH & MAKENA, I NOW HAVE THEIR COLD). I TOSSED AND TURNED FOR ABOUT 45 MINUTES AND DECIDED TO JUST GET UP!!! I CHECKED MY EMAILS, TOOK SOME ADVIL COLD & SINUS AND DECIDED THIS IS A GREAT TIME TO REFLECT ON WHAT I AM THANKFUL FOR AND WHY!!!! SO HERE WE GO:
1ST- I AM THANKFUL FOR MY FAMILY. DAN, FOR HOW HARD HE WORKS TO GIVE US ALL THE THINGS WE HAVE. TAYLOR, FOR UNDERSTANDING ME AND KNOWING WHEN I AM LOOSING IT SHE GIVES ME MUCH NEEDED TIME ALONE FROM THE KIDS. ETHAN FOR BEING JUST LIKE ME. WE ARE SO MUCH ALIKE ITS SCAREY. HE IS SO TENERHEARTED AND LOVING. HE ALWAYS KNOWS WHEN I NEED A KISS. HANNAH...WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT HANNAH.... SHE MAKES ME LAUGH & CRY ALL IN THE SAME MINUTE!! SHE CAN SING & DANCE LIKE NO OTHER!!!! MAKENA, MY BABY WHO IS GETTING SO BIG. SHE WANTS TO BE BIG, BUT STILL THE BABY!!!!! SHE IS THE SWEETEST, QUIETEST, FUNNIEST LITTLE THING!!
2ND- MY MOM & DAD. THEY ARE GOING THROUGH SOME OF THE TOUGHEST TIMES IN THEIR LIFE AND YET THEY MAKE IT THROUGH. THEY HAVE SHOWN ME WHAT TRUE LOVE IS AND I LOVE THEM FOR THAT!!
3RD- MY SISTERS & BROTHER. THEY ARE MY BEST FRIENDS, AFTER DAN OF COURSE!!! I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITH OUT EACH OF THEM.
4TH- MODERN TECHNOLOGY & THE DOCTORS WHO USE IT!!!! NEED I SAY MORE??
5TH- MY FRIENDS..... LIZ, JANENE, & AMY..... THEY ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME...EVEN IF WE HAVEN'T TALKED IN WEEKS. IT SEEMS TIME DOESN'T REALLY MATTER WITH THEM!!!
I KNOW THERE IS SO MUCH MORE I AM THANKFUL FOR, BUT I THOUGHT THESE 5 ARE GREAT FOR NOW. I LOVE YOU ALL AND AM THANKFUL FOR EACH ONE OF YOU!!!
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Monday, November 17, 2008
ETHAN'S BIRTHDAY!!!
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Monday, November 10, 2008
The scariest day EVER!!!!!
During the night, I had a HORRIBLE dream. Costco didn't have enough of her steroids so we had to go back & get more, something was wrong with the 2nd bottle and she died. I couldn't sleep much the rest of the night, so I kept watching her. Well the petechiae had spread up through her hair, down her back & front. I was freaking out!!! I emailed Debbie in the morning that it was spreading & she said she wanted us to see the Dermatologist up at Primary's. We couldn't be seen today so she had us go to our Pediatrician. They thought that because she had a fever, cough & runny nose that it was something viral, but the platelet count would tell us more.
We (my mom, Makena, Hannah & I) went to TImpanogos Hospital for blood work. That was an ordeal. Hannah hadn't had this done for quite a while and was so worked up. It is so hard for me when my kids are hurting. We made it through and went home. I emailed Debbie that we were done and almost immediately she called with TERRIBLE news. She said, "Becky, her platelets are so low. Don't let her rough house or hit her head. You need to made arrangements for your other kids because she needs to get to the emergency room. I am having the Hematologist look at her blood and I will call you right back!" I went ballistic. WHAT WAS HAPPENING TO MY BABY????? Debbie called back shortly and said she didn't need to come in today, but this week for sure. So we had an appointment for Thursday morning with an ONCOLOGIST. Don't let her hit her head, was our instructions. The next few days were hard to say the least. Not knowing what is going on is a scary feeling.
We went to Primary Children's Hospital Thursday morning. We got the the Oncology department and let me tell you, I could not even walk in the door. I was terrified. Tears started welling up in my eyes and I knew I couldn't do it. Dan & I bot got composed and walked in. Every where you looked there were pamphlets on cancer & leukemia. I seriously had to just look at the ceiling or I would cry. They called us back, talked to us a bit then sent us to do more blood work. Hannah was thrilled. They took quite a bit of blood and she was not feeling well at all. She hasn't had that reaction before, it was quite disturbing. She finally started feeling better and we went down to have lunch. THe next hour was nerve racking.....to say the least. We went back up to Oncology and waited for the results. The doctor came in and said, "It's not cancer, it's not anything to do with her thyroid, she looks good." It is "Immune Thrombocytopenia Pepura" or "ITP" It was like a weight was lifted from our shoulders. Basically it happens a few weeks after a virus and causes the petechiae and low platelets. On a normal kid you wouldn't have any problems, but because of Hannah's Nephrotic Syndrome it gets a bit worse. THey changed her steroid dose and we will do weekly blood tests until the platelet count goes back up. In the mean time, don't let her bump her head!!!!!
What a relief!!!!! We have never been so scared in our lives. We know that we are so blessed and Hannah is an amazing and tough little girl who can make it through anything!!!!!! Thank you so much for all your prayers and concern. We will keep you posted on her platelet count. Her first check is this Thursday!!!!!!
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Thursday, October 30, 2008
Taylor!!!
Halloween has always held a special place in my heart. I absolutely love it!!! I love dressing up and I love the candy!!! It's even funner when I get to find costumes for 4 kids!!! We have been to several Halloween parties this year and have had so much fun!!!!! Taylor is a "Goth Fairy", Ethan is a "Mad Scientist", Hannah is a "Kitty," Makena is a "Rocker Princess" and I am one of my favorite characters from "The Wizard of Oz" A munchkin from the Lollypop Guild!!!!! I have debated off anf on if I should actually post these pictures of me. I look absolutley FAT!!! I guess pictures never lie!!!! Dan asked me if I stuffed my shirt, NOPE its me. All me!!!!! This has given me the determination to loose weight. I don't know why, but since I had my IUD taken out my hormones are all out of wack & I think this is the culprit for my weight gain. So I will look at these pictures and be inspired. I will keep you posted to see if it actually works!!!!
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Friday, October 3, 2008
It's Fall, my favorite time of year!!!
This is a picture right outside my front door!!! The mountains are beautiful right now!!! I can't wait for the storm to come tomorrow. The cool weather is just so relaxing!!!!
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Spongebob the "Babysitter"
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UH-OOH!!!
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
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Taylor got BRACES!!!!!
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Monday, September 1, 2008
Swiss Days!!
Although I have no pictures for this lovely outing, I will write a few little things!!! We (Me, my mom and all my sisters except Krista (so there were 6 of them) and my sister in law Jennifer all met up at Swiss Days. It was quite the dud for a crafter looking for new ideas, but it was a party none the less!!! We went to "Breadsticks" the best brownie restaurant in the world, Laura & Liz got fondue. Wendy being the crazy girl she is yelled "Somethings on fire!!!" that is the point DUH!!!! It was hilarious!!! I bought 4 brownies and have eaten 3!!! THey are delicious!!! We stopped at the outlets in Park City then home to moms for scrapbooking, glitter toes, and nonstop laughing!!! It was a great time had by all.
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Sunday, August 24, 2008
One of my favorite pictures!!
I can't go to Lagoon without taking one of these old fashioned pictures in Pioneer Village.
Infact, the kids couldn't ride any rides until we did this!!! Makena & Hannah had so much fun trying on the clothes & hats, they were in heaven!! Ethan changed his bullets several times & all Taylor wanted was a beer bottle & a gun!!! WHAT DOES MY FUTURE HOLD????? (YIKES!!)
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My Baby is 2!!!
Hannah & Kenny getting off the cars. This was for sure Kenny's favorite ride!
Maverick waiting in line at the cars.
Here she is opening the cutest little baby. She loves
it because it makes the cutest little sounds, like a real baby!!
Makena & Ethan blowing out the candles!!
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